my mother must be so proud of her lazy, rebellious, anxiety-ridden, depressed, gay child
I wish I could see myself through my friends’ eyes. Like am I annoying? Am I the weird friend you regret being friends with? Am I ugly? What am I to you?
the girl has always been half goddess, half hell. ❞
- me at night: tomorrow i'm gonna wake up early and start with a run and then i'm gonna go over my notes and drink a super healthy protein shake and eat fruit and work on ME i'm gonna dress so nice and be extra kind and study hard tomorrow i am gonna OWN this :)
- me in the morning: no.

